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I'm not sure how many friends I have still left in here but I'm gonna do something big and I'd like to share it with everyone. Like I said in my last post here and here .
Alright, since those 2 times, I actually have to say I was pretty proud and not proud of myself.
I had upgraded to 183 lbs in january and then went down to 161 lbs because I was really into it and I felt really good about it. I went to gym almost 5-6 times a week for around 2h per time. I felt really great about myself and I ate healthy receipes. I was happy and I felt good.
Now, I just went up to the scale and I'm at 178.4 lbs. I'm fucking ashamed and I feel like a bloating bag of mcdo lastest burger. For freaking sake's, I feel so fat that I think I could be McDonald's new icon star!
So here. I wanna change for good. For myself and for something that's blown my heart away yesterday but in a good way.
I was driving and my boyfriend was with me. He's been with me for almost 3 years now (been living together for 2 years) and he met me when I was at 225 lbs. Never went on a date with a girl fat like me but felt hard for me anyway. ANYWAYS, the thing is, I was driving and we said something between those lines:

"I'm ugly right?" (me)
"No, you're pretty and even though you could be prettier, I'll love you even if you weighted 100 lbs more" (him)<
"Aww honey..."
"It's just, you know, it would be the greatest gift you could ever do for me. Because you'll be even more prettier"

Seriously, he really isn't a dick about my weight. He's also really watching out for me by baking and making healthy receipes for both of us so that I could lose pounds. He's a sweetheart and I love him really much. Honestly, many times I told him I would lose weight and I know that for him it's not only about appearances, but tells me I'm going to have it really difficult if I still have all that weights more when we'll want to have kids and that I might get diabeties like my grand fathers on both side of my family.

So here I am, starting on this big adventure and wandering if there's anyone who wants to lose weight with me? I'd like to go down to 140 lbs (so basically lose 38 lbs) but I invited anyone who wants to loose weight with me to come on this big adventure with me. I'd love to share post of heatly receipe, of how we're dropping off and everything you think could be useful.

26 May 2014 @ 08:23 am
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ahmed et moi
27 May 2013 @ 02:37 pm

Seriously,sometimes, I cannot understand my man.
My grandmother told me this morning to remind him to move the car (if not he'll get a ticket), so I went back to bed and accidently forgot to remind him.
But he should know that! My grandmother isn't supposed to tell me to remind him and *I* got the entire blame for it because he said I forgot to tell him that my grandmother told me to move the car from that area. But it's been almost a year now that we're living here and it seems like he doesn't know that.

I can accept that I'm part of the fault but seriously... he blames me entirely. I even apologized to him and he's like, "Well, apologizing isn't going to take the ticket away"

Anyone else who's had similar problems like me? Want to share so you'll also get it off your shoulders

10 February 2012 @ 12:14 am

I've got quite a big collection of SasukexNaruto and NarutoxSasuke doujinshi. I don't have time to post all the titles and the prices, but I'd like to know if some people are interested in those doujinshi. I've got quite good names like 10 Rankai, 3110445, DATTO!, Uzuuzu Compagny, Mirai Kouku, 3.5 Toshin, B Plus, rauhreif, Chikaranuke Nuke Chikaranuke and a lot more...
I've still got a lot to take pictures of but for now I wanted to know if some people were interested. I also have 2 Naruto game of Wii (Clash of Ninja revolution and Naruto Shippuden Dragon Blade chronicle).
And for those who like K-drama, I have : Wonderful Life, That Fool, Boys before flowers, Couple of Fantasy, Kid Gang! & Full House.

If you think you could be interested, please do leave a comment

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Seriously, I love his beat!!! :D

Okay, here it is.
I'm officially beginning a new diet and my goal : to lose 35 lbs in 3 months (lol, sounds like the movie How to lose your guys in 10 days XD)
So, if people are interested and wants to share their own stories or good meal (that I'd like to know what you think are good meals (though with no cheese please, hate that)), you're more than welcome to comment on this ^^

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So yeah, I'm bidding myself for the cause of Japan. Poor country has enough on its own right now and I think I could help out a little bit too :)
My exams will be over quite a while and I'll have time to work for something. If anyone would like me to write them something or make them a video, bid here : http://community.livejournal.com/help_japan/2978.html?replyto=5011874

Awww... just watching this video made me want to embrace the poor dog! I mean, look at this face!!  As for my own dog, when she does guilty things, she looks away like she doesn't know what I'm talking about (I know she <i>knows</i> exactly what I'm talking about) and goes as far away from the 'crime' as she can. She's not stupid but she can be quite tricky by time.

As for RL, I'm having two exams tomorrow and those are the two subjects I hate the most this session. I think it'll be a night of studying :(

22 August 2010 @ 03:27 pm

Found this on a japanese website XDDDDDDDDDD
Though I could share!
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13 November 2009 @ 10:19 am
Because i_ate_your_cakehas for who knows why decided to tag me, I'm replied from her meme here.
So if my answers are insane, don't blame me. Blame her!!!

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Chapter 1

17 January 2008 @ 10:33 pm
This journal is officially :

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